What or why does it feels weird, bad, uncomfortable accepting a large money gift? Do you feel unworthy, excited etc?
Where, what or who made me feel inadequate around money or like I couldn’t have money?
Where is money a pain in the ass for you? then ask yourself, “where has this shown up in the past?, What’s the pattern? What’s the universe trying to tell me? What am I afraid of/will happen? What am I no longer willing to put up with?
If you feel like you’re going to spend it foolishly or that if it makes you nervous to have more money, get to the bottom of where it came from.. Talk to parents and question about money beliefs and you’ll probably find out why you think the way you do.
Take any old belief about money and REWRITE them.
Write new beliefs that you are choosing to believe instead and give it time to work. Remember, this is deep subconscious shit— feel free to listen to my money hypo audio by Steve G Jones.